Everything is changing, including people. No one will remain the same forever, no one will stay there and wait for you to come. You have to run and chase the people around you to be the same as them. Trying to be a good runner, keep running and running until forgot who I am. Any day when I look in the mirror, I ask : Who are you? Heart is getting smaller,need to blow it up....... Am I bad or scary? I don't know.