I love you not because of how many A you get, I love you because of you, yourself Will do my best yo!

Awesome people are meant to be together. Blues, my heart, my soul.

15/09/2012

Let's blog! Actually wanna blog since few days ago but laziness and emotional kill. So gonna update now because blog is too dead! What I did in this few days was made people cry! I know my fault for starting that topic but that is just how I feel duhhh :( I just made that topic a little earlier seems that day will come soon. No one wants to leave but the fact is we have to. Kinda sad but can't do anything. Appreciate the time we spend together, laugh play crazy eat chat gossip and so on..everything will become memories very soon. Memories are sweet and the thing that will touch our heart all the time. Everywhere with our footsteps, our voices, our laughter, our dances, our memories. Got to know many people and many things in this very short 5 years, 5 years sounds long but its like few months or few days? Good times and bad we go through together, stand side by side like a big family. Even though we cried, but things still go back to normal after tears. Became a BIG girl in this very short time, know how to understand people, know when is the time to shut up, know many things that made who I am today. Happy and sad moments, went through a lot. Missing those moments even sad moments because that is a part of my colorful life. Glad to know everyone that brings happiness and sadness to me! Love all of you The things that I appreciated in this few years : 1. My kinda good life 2. My school life 3. My friends that always stay with me no matter what 4. My panda 5. My classmates : Even some people are annoying but still my friends! *good heart* 6. My time that spent with everyone I love 7. My new family : The BLUES' 8. My freaking nice events with awesome people 9. My very first time helping for a school event : Paid for RM30 YEAHOO 10. My very first time working : Paid for RM100 but used up for LEEHOM's concert 11. My EXTREMELY first time went concert with the bitch, WE SAW LEEHOM WITH OUR EYES 12. My birthdays with friends 13. My "fuck you" that always come out from my mouth anytime, anywhere 14. My daddy, brothers and sisters 15. My hang out days with human 16. My tears for people that I love 17. My jokes that made many people laugh 18. My sakai dances in the class that made everyone stares at me. I'm AWESOME 19. My teachers, sometimes don't like them but some of them bring laughter so I like 20. My everything everything everything everything everything MOST IMPORTANT is : MY SUPERB FAMILY! Promised to study hard for SPM, hope I can do that OMG I don't wanna buy the freaking expensive GODIVA chocolates duhh. HAHAHAHA RM206 for 16 chocolates, aim for that!! At first very persistent to get straight A's for SPM but what I got is STRESS So now didn't really think much, just gonna do my very BEST in the exam. For those As, ********** YOU CHOOSE TO GIVE ME HOW MANY YOU LIKE LA SEEMS THE GRADE SOMETIMES HIGH SOMETIMES LOW. WTF BLUES' , thanks everyone in this family. Without all of you I wouldn't be like this, like a pervert! Great gossip topics, girls' topic, gay videos and so on. Made me like a NOT SUCI girl in few months. THANK YOU humans People that I treasure, not a long time but not short too, feel so good because have you all here with me. Live like a sakai is my style, so don't feel funny when you see me jumping around :D Gangnam style in the class is my love, shout at everyone is my hobby, quarrel with people is my job, touch people without permission is my HAHAHA But very soon this things wouldn't happen around in the school anymore, gonna miss everything. SWEETEST thing in the world! Last but not least, SUPER love my Form3 life, ate in the class with teacher during PSK class. NICE! Seems like many awesome time will just happen in the school, because we don't need to care of our image. HAHAHA Conclusion for the post : APPRECIATE EVERYTHING WHEN WE HAVE THE TIME, DON'T REGRET IF YOU DON'T SPEND YOUR TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS NICELY BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO BE SO CRAZY IN THE SCHOOL. YOLO

24/8/2012

Always wonder why holidays will create lots of problems. Friends didn't talk much, PROBLEM! Didn't see each other, PROBLEM! Wanna study but actually didn't do anything, PROBLEM! Why must we have problematic holidays?! Not anyone's fault but holidays' fault?! I think so. Learn to forgive and forget! :)

Selamat Hari Raya! Thanks for the one week holiday..extremely boring x.x  Plan to study but end up watching tv everyday -.- tiger cubs damn NICE. God damn I can't stay at home for one whole week! So people plan to go to bookfest at don't know where. Heck yeah I'm happy because finally have reason not to stay at home! Okay idiot books can't you love me even I don't love you?! Television can you hate me even I love you much??!! I gonna fail exam if continue like this!!!!! Lifeless holiday

Seems like long time didn't post up my feelings here. So lets make this post a little emotional!
Okay..why I always make a person cry?! Or hate me and dislike me. Or simply wanna quarrel with people. Just in case anytime anyone will forget me. Will remember me when they cry and quarrel..a bit crazy I know but this is how I think. Don't want to be like last time so I wouldn't be hurt again. Kind of stupid but this is the only way.
I know I am not as good as last time, or I am not a good friend. A stubborn human! I know wtf is jealous. I am just a normal girl, not superwoman.
I say nevermind doesn't mean that I really don't mind...hmm