24/8/2012

Always wonder why holidays will create lots of problems. Friends didn't talk much, PROBLEM! Didn't see each other, PROBLEM! Wanna study but actually didn't do anything, PROBLEM! Why must we have problematic holidays?! Not anyone's fault but holidays' fault?! I think so. Learn to forgive and forget! :)

Selamat Hari Raya! Thanks for the one week holiday..extremely boring x.x  Plan to study but end up watching tv everyday -.- tiger cubs damn NICE. God damn I can't stay at home for one whole week! So people plan to go to bookfest at don't know where. Heck yeah I'm happy because finally have reason not to stay at home! Okay idiot books can't you love me even I don't love you?! Television can you hate me even I love you much??!! I gonna fail exam if continue like this!!!!! Lifeless holiday

Seems like long time didn't post up my feelings here. So lets make this post a little emotional!
Okay..why I always make a person cry?! Or hate me and dislike me. Or simply wanna quarrel with people. Just in case anytime anyone will forget me. Will remember me when they cry and quarrel..a bit crazy I know but this is how I think. Don't want to be like last time so I wouldn't be hurt again. Kind of stupid but this is the only way.
I know I am not as good as last time, or I am not a good friend. A stubborn human! I know wtf is jealous. I am just a normal girl, not superwoman.
I say nevermind doesn't mean that I really don't mind...hmm